this morning, i came to office in high sprit cos its fri (well, who doesn't). logged into my usual parenting forum & came across this blog: http://ashleyisourangel.blogspot.com

suddenly, my world seems to turn dark. my tears tap was turn on auto, can't turned off.

as i was reading the entries, i felt painful, physically & mentally. puting myself in their shoes, i don't think i can brace myself to let go & live life.

life is so ironic.

i wish to thanks the angel, the buddha, the lord for blessing me with a healthy growing child (note, i m not a religious person).